Happily Ever After

She'll have a loving, sexy husband to do all her house work. He will buy her big house, clad with 4 kids (she always wanted twins!), a dog, a garden and swing set. They will attend church regularly, and praise the name of our Lord like I've taught her to. She will grow a garden with roses that bloom in the front, a big tree with a hammock so the two of them can enjoy their happily ever after.

She attends church every Sunday. The light burning from the altars tall candles and the stares and looks from people she barely knows burn her skin. She can tell that God hates her, too, with that same intense stare. She sings and prays to God every week for her sins. Her completely normal, inescapable...sins. She knows, she will never be what her mother wants her to be. The perfect wife to a perfect husband. She prays and begs, down on both knees, that no one will figure her out...

She loves her best friend.

There will be no sexy husband, but in her mind she sees a loving wife. They will do the house work evenly and split it all down the middle. They will live in a small house in the Colorado Mountains, no garden and no back yard- just the mesmerizing view of clouded mountain tops. There will be children, a sum of 3 at most, a baby boy and two little girls (she really did always want twins). They wont attend church, but instead bestow their children with morals and honesty. They will be adopted and loved beyond comprehensible thought, maybe even a little spoiled. There will be no hammock, but a bed in the largest bedroom.

In a fantasy world, she would share this with her mother.

In a realistic world, she will marry a man. A man to do her chores, to 'bless' her with 4 children, and to cuddle on a hammock-

Happily ever after.